April 2010
13 posts
I am here,
365 days a year
24 hours, 7 days a week
i live on this planet called earth,
where the sky’s are fluffed
and the grass is vibrant
where the sun shines radiantly on everyone
where the moon shadows the mystical
where pavement meets dirt
where towns are built
and cities are fomed
places are created for people
and people utilize every moment of them
where thoughts are generated
and...
March 2010
21 posts
It’s sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.” - Henry Rollins
Sandoval Living (short story-Pt.1)
I don’t think anybody really likes living in New Mexico, i sure as hell don’t. I’ve been here for only three months now and i feel like i’m dying slowly on the inside. Not because I’ve never been able to say i have friends, the closest thing to having friends was the foster parents kids that took me in, and even then it wasn’t their choice to be so. The first...
Your Deep Girl,
And that’s what i dig most bout you
yea, you
you with the fears, and cautious actions to reactions
you seem to be unknowing of how life, your life, unfolds
but on opposite ships, you do know
at least, more than most people
and that’s what i dig most about you
when you realize things that truly are insignificant
you then move on and keep trucking
you know what you want, and you...
What makes me any different?
you know?
im sure im just another “Dime a dozen” kinda guy
i think im different, smart, creative
all that, but deep down i know
that im just some…failure
ive done it before, in almost anything i can think off
im good at nothing
im can literally say im a worthless existence of life
i try and try
hope and pray
but i know, at the end of the day
ive accomplished squat
do...
Today, Here's To You!
I think today was a good day,
better then the others that have come around my corner
it was really one to put a smile on for.
Hung out with the koolest, and may i add very interesting, Cat around
had Starbucks (Luv dat coffee)
watched a booty load of snowboarding, surfing, and skate videos
ate Pizza (giving that a 6 out of 10 though)
and some Jamba Juice!
Didn’t get yelled at today,
...
Common Appeal
It seems that in today’s “normal” society, all people want to do is appeal to other people. Dress a certain way to attract a guy, or girl. Get the latest cloths (as seen in the magazines) to show some sort of persona. But frankly i don’t give a damn. Why try so hard to show off in ways to other people, when they wont give you the time of day, or even when you know you...
Suck my kiss
Should have been
Coulda have been
Would have been dead,
If i didn’t get a message goin through my head,
I am, what i am
Most motherfuckers dont give a damn
Aw baby think you can
Be my girl, Ill be yo man!
What if im the one?
Just think What if you had someone who unconditionally loved you girl?
and you slipped on ‘em and let them pass
what if god gave you what you prayed for?
but you didnt recieve it because you didnt believe it , no
what if you had noone to make love with all in the kitchen and you missed em
girl what if you had the house and the car and the kids and a dog
what if everything you wanted...
For you,
If i sat here, and wrote to you
how i felt for you
would you reply?
would you show any remote interest,
not interest in pittty
but to the fact that i more than anyone in the world
care for you
i could sit and repress my feelings to a single
“hey, hi, hello”
but what would that serve?
i wish i was the epitome of the knight in shining armor to you
but in reality im just a man,...
Theres never a day...
i dont think of you
see you
wish you’d be mine
end of story.